I can see it in your eyes, when you look at me

Can see it in your fake smile

I know what you think of me, how you expect me to be, how society has dictated I be, in order to protect society’s ego. The last bit of their humanity would be stripped away had we not become the worse possible creatures on this earth

To be fair I am angry. I am sad. I am tired but I am learning. I’m awakening. And as I awaken, I realize that the way life is, is ultimately because of a funny joke. God sneezed and said let there be human beings that can be cruel to each other. Just for fun, I’m fucking bored up here in my vast throne of nothingness.

Wouldn’t it be more of a cruel joke were it to be to true that I’m forever doomed to believe these things, these horrible things about you and myself, even god?