Dull pain

Prior title: ‘Anxious Pain’

I wrote about something meaningless but didn’t know how to admit it to myself at the time. When I hear the things I’m saying sometimes I wonder if that was the best way to have put it. I do this constantly. I drive myself crazy.

I’ve become obsessed with my authentic voice. Hearing my authentic voice. Finding my authentic self. Yet I can’t focus long enough to be thoughtful of the outcome of what I write