I listen to the ebb and flow of Kendrick’s lyrics on my eardrums. The bass reverberates deep in my soul. Nemo seems scared. Perhaps he feels my terror. The terror of realizing that I’m just a pathetic excuse for a human being. At 24 I’ve managed to alienate everyone in my life. Why? Is it because of my trauma or because I’m really just that bad of a person? Get out of my head please, shut up and leave me be. Have you not tortured me enough?

Who is Belinda without all the self hatred?