I’m feeling depressed today – have been for the past several days. I’m taking my medication as prescribed but feeling very empty inside.
Ruminating about another life and the people I hurt along the way. I hate myself a lot today, when I’ll feel better I can’t say.
I fight with inner thoughts that try to encourage me not to go outside
That tell me to stay in and hide
I can’t be bothered to go outside
Maybe the end is quick for me, to stop the pain will I be free? I wonder how peaceful eternal sleep will be. I guess I’ll have to wait and see.
One day I’ll escape my mind, the cruel thoughts; the words unkind
And hopefully I’ll come to find God has a plan for me in mind
What are your thoughts? We want to know!